Night time thoughts.

Hey lovelies, I been feeling so sick the past couple of days and it sucks 😦 I feel like I’m getting a bad cold and my body is slowly shutting down. On the up and up everything has been good for me and my anxiety is under control for the most part. I’ve been doing so much research lately on mental health to help others and have good topic ideas for my podcast.

I’m so excited for the weekend to actually get away and clear my head for a while and leave all the negativity behind me. I’ve been watching my co worker lately she seems so sad and defeated and I’m scared to end up like that. I give her advice and try to help her the best I can but people are always going to do what they want at the end of the day. I’m glad and thankful that those relationship problems that use to bother me don’t anymore,once you find the right person those things don’t get to you.

I’m learning more and more about myself daily and each day is a new lesson to be learned. I’m trying to stay positive and wear a smile no matter what happens. I’m loving my Job more and more as well, I’m learning more about my patients and that sometimes the pain they have is deeper than anything, I can imagine. I’m learning not to judge so easily and actually really sit and try to understand people and what is going on with them.

I’ll never be perfect nor do I want to be. The point is I’m growing and learning daily. I won’t even lie my medicine is slowly running out and I can’t see my doctor until the 22nd so I’m freaking out a little but at the same time maybe a few days medicine free won’t be so bad however, my doctor probably won’t be too happy about that since he wants me to take my medication everyday but he went out of town and that threw my appointment off and made my refills get pushed back so what can a girl do 🤷‍♀️ at this point nothing except wait.

I hope you all enjoy your Valentine’s Day and remember it’s ok to be alone too. Spread lots of love and give plenty of hugs tomorrow ❤️


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